Monday, 10 August 2009

WTF?

Hello, long time no see. But why? Well, my current `domestic`situation is a bit obstructing, I have pretty much moved in with Colin (#30) and I made the mistake of telling him about my blog 'loves and life of a simple girl' because after our first encounter (and shag) I wouldn't have dreamed of anything like this happening. This is just a one night stand gone not terribly wrong, but, let's say, out of hand. Colin has a fiancée back in England so I reckoned it'd a bit bloody rich of him to expect me to be exclusive with him, right? But then he threw me a big huge tantrum after he read my text messages and, obviously, found a lot of compromising material. However, I wash my hands of it, I haven't done anything wrong, it's not like I told him I'd be faithful, in fact, I said I wouldn't be!
But why the heck am I doing this? Why don't I just ditch him? For starters, I am fond of him, he can be pleasant to be around (eventhough he is completely dysfunctional). Secondly, we have a mutually beneficial arrangement which I don't want to give up and on the weekend he's taking me to London for a shopping spree for the second time (we went a fortnight ago, too). And also, I want to try and practice my social skills on him so I won't be quite the obnoxious prat I am now when Mr. Right comes along.

OK, for possible new readers, in a nutshell:
I'm a single girl living in Munich and this blog is a record of my love-life. If you, out of some incomprehensible reason want to know what happened in the previous months, please consult my other blog. Cheers